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daisyofthedead — 2008-08-30T01:08:57-05:00

My legs are so sore. It's killing me. argh f u marching band x_X

Edit: I am using a cold chicken on them.

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oh the things I hate

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-28T03:08:53-05:00

So I had to go in for a follow up since I had torn my muscle, but I had gone to the ER because at initial thought, we believed it to be a blood clot.

So anyway, my mother decides to continue her whining...

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finally

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-25T11:08:51-05:00

Oh, I've gotten into the habit of fixing things when they're already broken
Instead of just throwing them away
I've paid a small fee for these useless tokens
But they break my heart to pieces anyway...

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the last acceptance speech

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-24T05:08:01-05:00

So today I went to a viewing for a fourteen year old boy who had died at band camp on Tuesday. Of all places, I know, don't ask, but considering he loved band and music I wonder if it was fitting.

At one...

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same, same, same

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-13T12:08:36-05:00

I'm tired, my leg is throbbing, I'm afraid my veins will get worse.

I feel as though I'm being drowned out, or at least, nulled. But that's right, I'm just the shy girl who for some reason cracks these...

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oh I've had many years

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-12T12:08:54-05:00

These varicose veins on my leg are really starting to hurt me. T-T

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the only one of my kind

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-04T11:08:33-05:00

What's pretty and what's pure?

Is what's pretty necessarily pure?

And is what's pure necessarily pretty?

I don't know.

No.

Maybe.

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it's detestable, I know

daisyofthedead — 2008-08-04T12:08:15-05:00

If you ask me about last year...

There was this boy, and there was this girl. Both are younger than me, and although I don't know where in the world I stand myself, I know that one is older than me, and the...

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i cannot help but define

daisyofthedead — 2008-07-29T01:07:07-05:00

It feels so,

cluttered and messy. I don't know what to say.

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i don't know why it felt so wrong if it was so good

daisyofthedead — 2008-07-28T12:07:59-05:00

I've gotten into the habit of breaking things when I'm angry, or was it fixing things when they're already broken? I deleted that idea though after a week or so stuck on it.

A tricycle is for younger kids,...

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